Posted by daddysweetflipai on December 31, 2004 at 10:36 PM | *saywutugutasay*
I MISS DAVID!!!! sigh* baby come home soonnnnn.....
well, ive been really busy thats why i havent been here. its really cold right now, a good moment to snuggle under my purple comforter and watch a good dvd. but i dunno, just seems like right now the moment calls for writing...
2004 was a good year. busy, but good. had so much dramas, too many talks about the future..stuff like that.
frankly, im worried. my boyfriend tells me not to worry, that everything will work out. i know. i know we'll get through anything together.
sigh* i miss david. i get to see him next week, im gonna fly over there to see him and celebrate his 21st birthday. i just wish he's here with me right now.
in two weeks spring 2005 semester will start. my last semester at delta college. my graduation is may 27. i'll be getting associate degrees in communication and liberal arts. i havent gotten in my dream school yet, but i've been accepted already in my back up school. im worried about next semester... 18 units.. 6 classes... i know i can do it, but i still worry.
i dont know.
i was watching this talk show at TFC after dinner. they said that usually when a person recaps his/her year they think about the negative stuff right away, but we all should remember the good stuff. hmm so what were my good stuff? first and foremost, my love david and i had another year together
(yes baby, till forever..im always yours), i got to visit my friends and family in the philippines.. got to reconnect with them, got some things straightened out kinda with my family here, and of course, good health, comfortable lifestyle, steady income.. stuff like that.im thankful for year 2004. im excited about what 2005 would bring.
hey i should start a new year's resolution. i never stuck out a list actually hehe.
hmmm. think think think*
1) go on a diet (LOL. had to put that there. i think everyone has that on their list
2) exercise
3) less shopping!
actually, there's just couple things that i want to resolve. i mean, yes losing weight and saving money are important, but first, i resolve to not forget that God put me here for a reason, that God would not allow trials in my life that i cant handle, that God has a plan for me and there's no need to worry.
i tend to worry too much i admit, i think i drive my boyfriend crazy with that sometimes (thank you for understanding me david) but i think i worry because i want to be in control of things going on. did that make sense? but yeah, i wanna stop worrying because its unhealthy. its hard not to worry but i want to try. i will try.
second, i will not let anyone push me around (im pertaining to jerky a** customers i get at work) i would not let myself be cussed at again by jerks who think they're always right just coz they're customers. i will speak up.
well i should go to sleep. im woozy right now i feel like im not making any more sense here. hehe.
i get to see david next week! yay!!!
